here i am, last minute paper-writing, and i want to listen to a throwback cd, just for kicks, just for a taste of the old days. and it's gone, nowhere to be found in my collection of cd's. nowhere.

has anybody seen my copy of ol' dirty bastard's "nigga please"?

big baby jesus, where are you? i don't know if i can finish writing a paper on hegel's philosophy of history until i hear some ridiculous shit like "just for sayin' 'nuh!' i gets a quarter a miiiiiill', i have it rainin' ice drops the size of automobiiiiiiles!" or the rhyme (??) of "butholdon! you can call me diiirty and then lift up your skirt, and ya want some of this diiirty - godmadedirtanddirtbustyaass!"

but really, where the hell would that disc have gone? i have dozens of cd's far more worthy of stealing. and i know i didn't sell that joint, because really, who's going to buy it?

i guess i'll have to download it, but it just won't be the same if i'm not holding the white-jumpsuit-wearing-rick-james-looking-ol'-dirty-bastard-laden joule case in my hands. no pictures of gold teeth for me.

le sigh. i guess he really is gone forever.